Monday, November 24, 2008

I've been tagged by Bro Rep..

Tetiba syamariz kena tag la pulak..thanks la bro rep, ingat kat akak ko nie, nak amik berkat pengantin katanya, err dah tak lama la tu nak join KBK ek (ni geng kenu tau la )..so here goes:

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
- Hubby & wifey lorr..

2. Your impression towards him/her ?
-He's my everything, something, anything..but definitely not nothing!

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you?
- Hmmm manyak...antaranya tolong jaga anak kucing sakit yang orang buang depan umah syamariz b4 kawin dulu & jaga kite bila sakit (ini yang paling memorable sebenarnya huhu..)

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
- Of course la that 3 basic words..I **** you! heheh..

5. If he/she become your lover, you will…
- He is my lover already, case closed hehe..(boleh ke?)

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will...
- Mintak dijauhkan la..i will nangis la apalaga..

7. If he/she become your lover, he has to improve his/her..
- He is perfect in my eyes already..

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
- Could never think of any..don't wanna think any actually!

9. The most desirable thing will to do on him/her is?
- Give him lots of babies hehe..

10. The overall impression of him/her is…
- Should get Best Hubby Award (at least in our tiny family)

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
- Why bother..at least i am me, i don't bug other people, i try to be nice to other people..that's it, terpulang pada mereka untuk menilai..

12. The character of you for yourself is?
- Sometimes quiet, sometimes chatty..
- Such a BIG coffee lover
- Other than that u gonna have to know me personally..

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
- Can't say NO to coffee isk! I know its (partially)BAD for ur health grrr..

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
-The combination of myself, my mom, Ust Siti Norbaya & actress Song Hye-Kyo hehe..

15. For the people who likes you, say something about them.
- Oh thank you people..siapalah saya tanpa anda semua :P

16. Ten people to tag:
- I don't have many friends that are also bloggers u know .......so anybody are welcomed to do so

Syamariz note : Err..questions 17-20 i may have to abandon cos it's related to Q16

Thursday, November 20, 2008

My latest addiction..


OMG...i fall in love with this blog & have been a big fan plus an ardent reader of it!
I find it so cool & refreshing..yeahh just like fruit smoothies, and so i'm gonna tell u why i like this blog very much :
  • Its humorous, fun & interesting...all at the same time
  • The write-ups are neat, simple, well-written & fresh...simply inspiring!
  • The blogger herself is such a pretty & sweet gal. What caught my attention is her passion towards books, food, beauty, clothes, shoes & make-ups..thumbs up! We definitely share the same passion (but not the same $$$)...she obviously could afford more huhu
  • I don't even know the blogger and yet i could relate to her already

Here's her URL : http://thepinkstilettos.blogspot.com

Hope u guys like it too!

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Rock & Rollin'

Hubby has a new job...unpaid part-time drummer!!!

My good neighbor, whom i shall refer as 'N' is going to have a huge birthday party for her 1 year old daughter this coming 29th, there's gonna be a band performing as well for the party fr 12 noon to 12 midnite..wowwww it doesn't sound like a party for one year olds isn't it, more like for an 18 year old to me..

Anyway N's hubby is playing in the band (he's an engineer who happens to like music so much) and is looking for a substitute drummer, to make long story short, he happens to know that Mr B played some music masa muda2 dulu, terus dia mintak tolong ganti dia play the drum on that day so that he could at least rest & entertain the guests once in a while..

Mr B pulak, not knowing any 'alasan' to reject the request, obligly agreed to help out...and so several nights ago, we went to N's house to practice the music. N has a mini studio built at the attic cos the hubby loves to spend time ketuk drum & petik gitar with family members who are also in the band

Walau pun dah lama tak main drum (dulu he used to play saxophone) but a musician is still a musician after all..kejap jer dah dapat momentum tu balik, and he rocked the nite till 12 midnite practicing with the band. Syamariz yang tersengguk2 tunggu laling pun macam dah hilang sabar cos its wayyyyy past the bedtime already..arghhh i hope he won't do this everynite, tapi dalam hati rasa syok & bangga pulak tengok hubby main drum ala2 pro gituuu hehe...err it's like i'm married to a rock star gitu (picture Pamela Anderson & Liv Tyler)

Next jamming session would be tis saturday..and here's a pic of a retired drummer wanna enter the showbiz again haha...


**muka kontrol macho bila org amik gmbr heheh**



Tuesday, November 18, 2008

No more coffee in My Kopitiam?

You all know how much i love coffee....especially Nescafe Tarik/Ais ,White Coffee (hot or cold), Ice Mocha Latte from Coffee Bean and Ice Caramel Machiatto from Starbucks...(but not kopi hitam pekat tu)

And you all know i've been married for 3 months now..but still no signs of *uwek uwek* yet..eventhough i can't wait for that moment

Ramai yang dah tanya actually,

"dah ada apa2 ker?"
"dah berisi ke belom?"
"sihat ker?? (sambil terseyum sinis)"
"bila lag?" bla bla...

Baru 3 bulan kahwin and syamariz dah rasa tertekan sometimes dengan kata2 macam tu...and being 34 just worsen it..macam2 timbul di fikiran, boleh ke aku nie..ada ke rezeki..kalau ada bila agaknya..walaupun dah ada anak2 hubby but i think its natural for everybody kalau boleh ada anak sendiri kan..

Ok..apa kaitan coffee dengan my needs to become a mom nie? Well..i've been scolded by a few people, saying that coffee is not good for fertility, susah nak conceive la, bad for ur health la...and i just feel like crying when the idea of not having my cuppa anymore in the future..its like "nikmat hidup" di dunia ni dah kena tarik...why oh why that it must be my darling coffee...why can't it be sirap ker, bandung ker, air jagung ker, kordial ker & all the sweet stuffs...cos i don't drink that..sure takde problem punya nak elak

After some thoughts...i guess i would give it a try, so starting from yesterday i made wonders by not having a single cuppa coffee and today is the second day..god knows how sleepy & demotivated i was trying to live up the day without my daily dose. I substituted it with barley or milo. And as i was typing this, my mind still craves for my 3in1 old town white coffee...it is "derita sengsara" i tell u..i think all coffee addicts would understand me..

With the sacrification that i make, let's just hope there's good news awaiting...bersama dengan usaha, doa & tawakal.

syamariz note: do u think i should go for "berurut session"? I still think its a bit too early..and the thought of sakit just made me wanna postpone it for a while..

Monday, November 17, 2008

Tudung "Marah"

I've mentioned earlier 'bout buying a tudung (hijab) while i was at the meeting last week in Ancasa Hotel. Since it is located strategically in the heart of KL (sort of), many of us went shopping during breaktime..

I was too lazy to tag along, since all the shopping places i could go anytime i want...but my roomate k.liza, who is crazy on shopping insisted that i buy this one tudung that she recently bought from Jalan TAR. In fact, she even paraded it to all of us on the night she went shopping, saying that this new tudung is easy to wear la..cantik la...and still new in the market. Kalau kat Giant Shah Alam, esily it would be priced at RM25 but at Jalan Tar the price is by RM 10 cheaper (RM15). Mission succeeded! I was influenced enough to have bought one from her...

This is how the tudung looks like :

Notice the tudung "brand"?? Maybe it has a specific meaning in arabic..perhaps i should google it since everybody at the meeting laughed when first heard about the brand..let's hope it doesn't affect the tudung wearer's emotions : )

It comes in 2 pieces, the inner part (serkop) and the tudung itself, i bought in brown shades since it could be worn with almost any baju..


Model tudung tak bertauliah hehe..this is how it looks like folks, ahh so easy tak payah gosok (iron)..senang nak capai kalau nak gi kedai atau ada orang datang rumah hehe aside from wearing it to the office..that's all, ciao!



Saturday, November 15, 2008

Awww...he missed me!

I thought only my family misses me when i was away for the workshop, it turns out that the little fella here also kinda notice my absent, bila syamariz balik rumah macam biasa dia datang la sambut kan, but this time he is overly manja...tihihi..macam rindu je lama tak jumpa

When i was bz checking out my mails & stuffs petang tu, dia datang dok kat katil, sort of looking at what i was doing & demanded my TLC (Tender Loving Care)..ok so i petted his head, tickled his tummy & rub his chin until he finally fall asleep, geee..what a spoilt little fat orange cat : )

But that was that..after that he's back to normal, meaning he's over with the "rindu"ness...


aaaahhh..finally my mommy is home! i can get rid of the nightmare already..

hmmmm..what was my password again, oh yeahhh..miowww

mmmm..prrrrr....just what i need..a head massage, legaaa..urkkk


By the way..my name is Saiful aka Sepol (pronounced say-pool)..sorry for making a cameo in todays entry, i'm equally important to my mommy as the rest of the family..prrrr




Thursday, November 13, 2008

I'm back home..miss it much!

At last i'm home..yippeee...god knows how much i missed my 'katil empuk' , tiada tolok bandingan, even to hotels standard...



Today is the last day of my meeting, after checking out fr the hotel, not intending to disturb my hubby from work, i carpool with a friend of mine, who happen to live in SU, just a few meters away from Mr. B's office, then i call laling up to fetch me by the roadside (baik kan isteri..tak nak susahkan suami dia drive jauh2 ke KL..ececehhh..masuk lif tekan butang sendiri pulaks)



Then went for lunch with him, and (after almost an hour) tadaaa..i'm home again, as usual my cat Saiful (affectionately known at home as Sepol) greeted me with delight (i assume la..cos cats have no facial expressions)..ohhh rupanya dia laparr, after petting him on the head, brush his fur and all..oh ya kasik dia makan, i ran upstairs to the bedroom and jump on my bed grinning sheepishly...muahaha...i never want to leave home again...memang padan dengan cogankata "Rumahku Syurgaku".....100% agree..yupp!



Here's the nostalgic moments i endured during the 5 days i went for the
meeting (which i think is more of a workshop):

  • i never know i could miss my home, my cat & my family so much..not until they're apart (thank god i'm not that far away)

  • the new found friends are so friendly & easy to work with..so our tasks were completed earlier than expected..really puas hati

  • the hotel food is not bad at all, in fact is accordance to everybody's taste...the bread puding & cheese cake are among the sinful food to die for..yang lain that i found yummy, assam laksa, kueytiaw ladna, fishball noodles, spagetti boloignaise, mussels, otak2 etc..eventhough all are just plain ordinary food but it was prepared to my taste hehe..errr if only they serve more international food there, particularly korean..ahhhh **drools** but i'm not complaining though

  • i learn some new things (work related of course) and proudly contributed towards the ministry/nation ehehehe..cannot tell in detail one, cukuplah sekadar itu

  • Everybody got variety of souvenirs at the end of the workshop..as for me, i got a brown stones/crystal-like necklace, k.liza dapat tshirt...

  • and yang agak sayu...i got a msg from along (my friend) saying that her sister had passed away from cancer on the 2nd day i was there..promised to visit her this weekend, just to give her support..



Here's some photos for remembrance :

with my roomate k.liza (also from PSA)..waaa matching floral print shirt hehe


suasana kat workshop aka meeting.

syamariz note : ahh..alangkah nikmatnya dapat menikmati semula nescafe ais kegemaranku setelah 5 hari asyik minum kopi hitam pekat a-la hotel style tu...dah menggigil menahan ketagihan tau hehe...nampaknya i cannot tolerate just any coffee, it must be either nescafe or white coffee....

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Terperap di hotel...

me...hard @ work ehehehhh..

Harini hari ke-3 syamariz kat sini, the meeting involves a lot of hard work, like i said before...pagi petang siang malam dok mengadap komputer untuk kejar dateline, everything must be ready by thursday (tomorrow) so that the 'urusetia' could proceed with the next stage..


Sepanjang kat sini duduk sebilik dgn k.liza (member seopis)..tapi malam2 dia balik rumah tinggallah diriku keseorangan huhu...layan internet aje la, nasib baik laptop ada broadband, kat sini beshhh..dapat full coverage, puas hati cos laju tak macam kat rumah


Lama2 dok sini, asyik terperap di hotel rasa macam sakit kepala pulak, dah la tak amik fresh air pastu semua tempat ber'aircon' ajer..feel kinda suffocated after a while, ada jugak kengkawan ajak jalan ke Jalan TAR la, Semua House la tapi tersangat malasss..lagipun i got nothing to buy, just kirim tudung pesen2 sekarang yang sempoi tu kat kak liza..hmm nanti leh tunjuk


My laling Mr B kata nak datang malam ni jenguk apa kabar wife dia yang dok terperuk kat bilik ni hehe..baru la rasa bermotivasi sikit, syiann dia kena datang malam2 dari sg buloh(our 2nd house) just to see how i am doing, alaaa..i'm sure anybody would do that to thier loved ones, i know i would do that if i were him..
Cuma yang agak merisaukan sekarang adalah....the FOOD here is sooo yummy, tertekan dibuatnya haha sebab tiada kekuatan diri nak menolak, almost everything that they serve here is delicious..selalu pegi meeting/kursus sana sini pun belum tentu hotel tu food dia sedap, but here its different..taksanggup nak timbang berat badan bila balik nanti hahaha..ok gottago for now, masa rehat tersangat la precious, time to rest for a while before gotta work again..


Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Al-Fatihah buat seseorang...

Pagi selasaku dikejutkan dengan sms dari a good friend of mine, Along..mengatakan adiknya telah kembali ke rahmatullah jam 6 pagi.

Untuk along, salam takziah dihulurkan..hanya sms yang mampu ku balas kerana diri rasa tak berdaya hendak menelifonnya ketika itu, takut2 situasinya kurang sesuai atau tersalah menyusun kata di saat2 genting itu..

Arwah adik Along menghidap kanser usus yang kemudian melarat menjadi kanser hati hanya dalam tempoh beberapa bulan sahaja..tapi sepanjang tempoh itu, syamariz tahu Along telah mencuba sedaya upaya untuk berikhtiar mengubati penyakit adiknya, dari sudut hati yang paling ikhlas..syamariz memohon maaf kerana tidak berkesempatan menjenguk Along & adiknya ketika hayat arwah masih ada, ada sahaja urusan duniawi yang perlu dilangsaikan....dan kini, juga masih tidak dapat memberikan sokongan buat Along pada hari yang semestinya sangat "down" baginya...walau masih di KL tapi kekangan kerja menjadi penghalang..mohon maaf sekali lagi my dear friend..semoga tabah & tenang menghadapi dugaan yang berat pada tahun ini setelah kehilangan ibu tercinta pada 2003 (i know she is a strong lady)

Sesungguhnya perkataan KANSER itu sangat2 digeruni...

syamariz note : Aritu abis around RM400 buat thorough check-up di Klinik Pakar Wanita SP dan juga di SMC semata2 syamariz selalu rasa sakit2 around breast area, dapat diagnosis dari 2 pakar terus......Alhamdulillah, no lumps found so i suppose it should be okay for now, they suspected inflammation around the bone area (joint between sternum & ribcage) sekarang dah rasa much better & calmer...

GIRRLLLSSS..DON'T FORGET TO CHECK YOUR BREAST 5 DAYS AFTER MENSES AND LOOK FOR ANYTHING UNUSUAL, YOU MUST KNOW UR OWN BREAST IN ORDER TO DETECT UNUSUALNESS ON 'EM....errr just wanna share what the doctor said!

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Meeting next week..


Aduh laaa...tengah dok down semalam, dapat pulak panggilan gi meeting next week, tak jauh mana pun...kat KL jer, dekat alahhhh hotel Ancasa depan Kotaraya tu (dulu namanya Hotel Impiana)...tapi kalau nak berulang jauh la pulak, tambah dengan traffic jam lagi huhh baik la syamariz dok je sana diam2...mesyuarat pulak sampai ke malam, scary movie la pulak nak drive memalam balik umah
Ok la tu kot..dapat lari kejap dari keje2 opis yang dah maha rutin nie, semua ditanggung free cuma kena perah kepala otak je hehehe...cuma yang tak best tu peserta mesyuarat semua syamariz tak kenal huhu...alaaaaa kurang bermotivasi la camni, kalau tak selalunya bila mesyuarat ke kursus ke mesti ada muka2 familiar dari poli2 lain, satu lagi bab nak tinggalkan keluarga...ishh beratnya la hati, dah terbayang Mr B dok terkebil2 kat umah hehe, bukan apa..kalau memasing balik je dari opis, mulut mesti riuh nak bercerita sakan pasal apa dah jadi seharian tu, macam la sebulan tak jumpa (maklum la masih lagi honeymoon mood), alahai sorry ye yang, nak buat cemana....ishh kalau ada baby ke lagi susah kan..haruss angkut seisi keluarga ke hotel tu kan..hmmm setakat nie belum ada tanda2 lagi, doakan syamariz okay..hopefully ok la meeting nie..just kena buat preparation sikit sebelum pegi nie..

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Q&A with myself..

Sajer dok browse blog2 menarik di luar sana di saat jiwaku kacau and suddenly jumpa Q&A ni in one of the blogs....soalan2 ni orang yang kena tag ajer patut jawab, tapi boleh tak syamariz nak menyibuk jawab sama hehehe...


Starting time : 2:25 pm

Name : Syamariz tauke My Kopitiam
Sisters : 3
Brothers : 1
Shoe size : 5
Height : 155cm
Where do you live : Shah ALam, Selangor
Have you ever been on a plane : Yes..
Swam in the ocean : Yes too..
Fallen asleep at school : Nope...
Broken someone’s heart : I think so..
Fell off your chair : Macam tak penah!
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Yupp..latest was while dating my hubby, esoknya baru dia kol..penat kite tunggu dia sampai tertido!
Saved e-mails : Of course..
What is your room like : Neat & Tidy..with english theme chewahh
What’s right beside you: An empty chair..
What is the last thing you ate : Bihun sup, Half-boiled egg & a mug of hot nescaffe
Chicken pox : When i was 19 (zaman matriks UUM)...it was sooo humiliating phase of mylife, especially when teachers & friends made fun of your scars
Sore throat : Lama dah tak kena nie...
Stitches : 2 kali kot....My left foot..tersiat tayar basikal (adusssss) when i was 8...my forehead sebab jatuh tangga when i was 4
Broken nose : Nope..dah la hidung tak berapa nak mancung..mintak2 jangan la..
Do you Believe in love at first sight : Depends...always happen in a bollywood movie la
Like picnics : The very u.....especially kalo ada BBQ sekali
Who was/were…The last person you danced with : i don't dance..
Last made you smile : My cat Saiful...
You last yelled at : My cat Saiful too...
Today did you…Talk to someone you like : ahuhh..
Kissed anyone : Errr...my lalingg looo..
Get sick : InsyaAllah tak..sakit perut je sikit tadi
Talk to an ex : Never..
Miss someone : My old close friends whom i used to hang out with last time...
Who do you really hate: Orang yang membuang sampah/meludah merata2 & orang yang zalim pada haiwan..
Do you like your hand-writing : Sometimes..
Are your toe nails painted : Nope..only buffed while doing pedicure
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : My mom's..
What color shirt are you wearing now : Orange Batik..kakitangan gomen kan pakai batik hari khamis
Are you a friendly person : I think so..hmmm must ask my friends la
Do you have any pets : i cat...nama Saiful...kaler oren...muka sebijik maskot friskies
Do you sleep with the TV on : No..i'm easily distracted by noises
What are you doing right now : Pening kepala jawab benda nie..padahal banyak lagi keje lain
Can you handle the truth : Not so well..
Are you closer to your mother or father : Definitely my mother..they were divorced and i'm living with my mom
Do you eat healthy : i try to..
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : ada kot..ntah terselit kat mana..
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : laling hubby looo...he's a very good listener (at least to me)
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : l'm a quiet person most of the time..
Are you confident : Depending on who i am with or where i was at the time...

5 things I would do if i were a billionaire :
i. kasi setel sumer my hutang-piutang, my hubby's, my mom's..practically everybody in my family
ii. Bina 1 yayasan kebajikan yang membantu haiwan & manusia terbiar..
iii. Visit the places i've always wanted to go like...switzerland, new zealand, paris, south korea, japan, south africa, USA, Bali, Maldives, Mauritius...
iv. Buy things i've always wanted to buy...huge tudor mansion, big sporty SUV, LV bags, Jimmy Choo shoes, Neil Lane Jewelleries, Dior shades, La Mer Skincare, Juicy Couture clothes (and i started dreaming...)
v. Perform Umrah & Hajj with all my family members..

5 of my bad habits :
i. Drink too much coffee..
ii. Not a morning person..
iii. Kadang2 tu mudah tersentap..jiwa sensitip!
iv. Suka bertangguh..
v. Malas masak hehehehe...

5 places I’ve lived/living :
i. Aloq Setaq, Kedah
ii. Bayan Baru, Penang
iii. KK, Sabah
iv. Subang Jaya, Selangor
v. Shah Alam, Selangor

Finished at : 2.50pm

Okay la, Aieen..if ur reading this then i try to tag u lahh (baru2 belajar nak tag orang nie)...if u have the time that is...

I'm feeling down today...

Harini betul2 syamariz takde mood...hmmmm boleh dikatakan jiwa agak kacau la....

Banyak faktor sebenarnya...yang berkaitan naluri keibuan pun ya..tanggungjawab sebagai ibu pun ya...pasal tempat kerja pun ya.....hmmm susah nak diceritakan...

Tapi yang best, naluri sebagai seorang sahabat masih menebal di jiwaku...ujie, tak sabar kita nak jumpa nie..next weekend ok..can't wait to meet you cos there's so many things that we could talk bout...dah lama tak hang out with my close friends..being married doesn't mean u have to lose ur friends right

Hmmm...why am i feelin so low today...penat Mr B memberikan kata2 motivasi pada syamariz nie tapi nak buat cemana...emosi bukan macam suis elektrik, off aje hilang...anyway i will try to be cheerful again...gotta make myself a cuppa coffee...yesss that would help me to cheer up...at least for now...

Ok...coffee anyone??

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Abby vs Norman

Hmmm..sekarang ni isu artis/pelakon/bekas penyanyi Elite, Arbaieyah Abdul Manan dengan suami dia pelakon Norman Hakim tengah hot macam hot banana fritters (goreng pisang panas)..

Kemuncaknya, semalam almost all the papers kat Malaysia ni memaparkan pergolakan rumahtangga diorang dengan tajuk2 nak tarik perhatian seperti " Amukan Abby"..aduhhh apa nak jadi dengan this once happily married & loving couple...dulu kemana2 asyik pakai sedondon, kejap2 buat kenduri cukur jambul la, kenduri doa selamat la, besday party anak2, norman sambut baby marissa dania dalam kereta (masuk headline berita lagi 2-3 years back) etc etc..sedih pulak mengingatkan semua tu

Syamariz bernasib baik la di saat2 menghadapi ambang perpisahan dengan 1st husband dulu, tak siapa yang tahu..takde wartawan atau jurugambar serta masyarakat yang sentiasa dahagakan cerita sensasi yang mengganggu ketenteraman hidupku. Simpati pada Abby...terserlah sudah kesabarannya yang hampir goyah dengan sikap suami lantas tidak peduli lagi untuk berterus-terang dengan wartawan, yang kelakar akhbar Utusan siap memberikan dialog antara Abby dan Norman ketika mereka bersua untuk berbincang (atau berperang?)

Menjejakkan kaki ke Mahkamah Syariah sesungguhnya sangat memilukan...kalau ikutkan memang tak mahu lagi rasanya nak ke sana, seram sejuk tangan syamariz ketika masuk ke kamar bicara sekitar 2 tahun lepas..bertentang mata dengan tuan hakim untuk membicarakan masalah rumahtangga di hadapan khalayak di dalam kamar bicara adalah sangat2 menyedihkan, apatah lagi dengan prosedur2 penceraian yang sangat memeningkan kepala...cukuplah sudah deritaku ketika itu...

Alhamdulillah dengan berakhirnya derita itu, muncul jua sinar bahagia...tiada apa yang syamariz inginkan lagi di dunia ini hanya kebahagiaan hidup berkeluarga, tiada harta dunia yang mampu menandingi kebahagiaan hidup berkeluarga sebenarnya...walau sudah ada kereta, rumah dan sebagainya...hidup terasa kosong tanpa teman yang berkongsi kisah suka-duka kita, yang membuatkan kehadiran kita di sisinya rasa dihargai dan teman yang mampu kita merancang masa depan bersama...Sesungguhnya kisah penceraian ini mendatangkan trauma pada mereka yang penah melaluinya.

Berbalik pada kisah Abby-Norman, perasaan simpati yang hanya mampu diluahkan..lebih2 lagi pada Danish, Dania & Damisha, anak2 mereka yang masih terlalu kecil untuk mengerti apa2..semoga mereka dapat mencari jalan terbaik untuk selesaikan masalah.

p/s : Tengah sibuk2 citer pasal Abby tetiba terserempak dengan dia waktu nak gi lunch kat Giant Shah Alam tengahari semalam, rasa macam nak tercabut mata tengok dia..macam tak percaya pun ada, maklum la baru je cakap orangnya pun muncul...apa la dia buat kat situ ya, balik dari shooting kot..atau ke pejabat Karangkraf yang tak jauh dari situ...sibuk je syamariz ni kan...tiba2 jadik minah kepoh, anyway kite hargai privasi dia..cuma kerling jer, kalau tak dah capai kamera dalam hbag ni ajak gambar sama hehehe...

Problem as usual

aduhhhh..i think i'm gonna crash my laptop now...opppss sabar2, *gulp* :(

bukan salah laptop punn..

internet provider ni la kot..alahh yang cap itik tu..

selalu tak bagi syamariz upload photos..gerammmm

bukan tak nak tukar streamix tapi dah ikat kontrak 2 tahun...

maybe lepas tu kot...

kat opis lak lagi hampehs...

rasa nak ketuk monitor dgn hammer pun ada...

need my daily dose of internet, kalau tak boleh hilang kewarasanku...

kalau nampak entryku disertai dengan pics tu maknanya bertuah sangat2 la tu..

i better chiao for now...

kalau ada yang nak hulurkan bantuan, khidmat nasihat, kaunseling dialu2kan heheh...