Menghitung hari...and the countdown starts now!

08.08.08...... Last updating for now cos next week is holiday week yeehaaa..
My much awaited day is coming...gonna get bzzzzz

Harini last day of work sebelum cuti 2 minggu...bukan syamariz saje2 cuti tapi dah diberikan semester break, cuti aje laaa...bukan semua orang dapat cuti panjang ni kan..tapi most probably by next year, my institution will implement 30 days holiday a year, just like the rest of the govt sectors..seems like this year is the last to enjoy long breaks before every one of us will have to go to war in order to get a one day break..(i could vision it now) huhu...

Memandangkan this is my last post for now (cos my internet connection at home is super duper hampeh) and next week would be hectic like the world's going to flip over (for me laaa...), i guess i would like to share my joy..where else but at My Kopitiam laaa...

15th august is going to be the day i'm getting married...the second and InsyaAllah the last one, i'm so blessed to be given the opportunity to meet a man that could make me smile again...

**Flashback**....tak semua orang melalui pengalaman yang syamariz rasa, sesungguhnya perpisahan selepas perkahwinan itu (i refuse to use the word divorce/cerai) adalah sesuatu yang sangat sukar, mendukacitakan & melemahkan semangat, apatah lagi bila kita ada sebuah impian membina keluarga yang bahagia dalam kehidupan yang sementara ini...Perpisahan itu adalah antara dugaan terbesar dalam kehidupan syamariz...apatah lagi pada tahun yang sama, syamariz turut diduga dengan dugaan2 lain berbentuk kematian, kekecewaan & kesakitan...

Sesungguhnya Allah itu maha berkuasa & maha mengetahui, diujinya kita supaya kita menjadi insan yang lebih bersyukur, bersabar dan kuat semangat...syamariz bersyukur dikurniakan keluarga & kawan2 yang sangat memahami & menyokong...mereka inilah yang menyuntik kekuatan jiwa supaya tidak lagi menoleh ke belakang...apa gunanya perkahwinan sekiranya hidup dibelenggu penyiksaan..i won't elaborate much further on it, no use looking at closed doors (as one of my friends would say) cos now the sun has started to shine again over the cloudy day..

Kini...menanti hari bahagia, syamariz cuma berharap masjid yang dibina kali ini berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat, i wish all my friends (old & new)/colleagues/families would pray for my happiness as i would yours...there's nothing more joyful in this short life then having a good health & spouse/family that no matter what, would always love, care and stand by you for always...

"Love: A temporary insanity curable by marriage." (Ambrose Bierce)

"In every marriage more than a week old, there are grounds for divorce. The trick is to find, and continue to find, grounds for marriage." (Robert Anderson)

"Don't marry the person you think you can live with; marry only the individual you think you can't live without." (James C. Dobson)

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